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a cavern, where the light couldn't reach. (​*​thesis version)

by Decuma

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People believe this world is cruel This world's not cruel, but it is fair, And unyielding. This world knows love, but it knows no forgiveness This world knows what we did, and is perfectly content letting us deal with the consequences And all the byproducts of consciousness This world is fair. "This world is fair," I mutter to myself as the darkness bares its teeth Cold stares from a screen, police line up their shot, broken glass litters the streets I reached to hold your hand, my hand was shaky, yours was sweaty Tension neverending I didn't ask you to die for me, you insisted And not that we're both here, I just hope they don't pull the trigger This world is fair. You killed for this empire and now the killers are at your doorstep Of course We've all seen this play before, God's been running reruns since Rome This world is fair. Consuming the cadaver of avarice in the valley of death, the shadows have stretched, and everyone must pay their debts After all, this world is fair. And fair enough, our list of martyrs borders on genocide Of course And as the darkness bares its teeth, some believe the solution is fire. But fire is not purifying, there will always be ash, And there will always be teeth The fate reloads chekov's gun And as God averts his gaze, you are undone.
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I'm in the forest, watching stones bleed And oh, the horror Concrete jungle seeping You can try to clean it but blood is thicker than water The children are starving Soaking it up to drink like wine in the streets of France No delicacies for any fellow Blood paints the streets like Othello Artillery fire on civilians, hell froze from the cold hearts of war criminals That look down on us like we're pitiful Rotted meat in the bay of pigs, captioned "this could be you" Valley of death, calvary of stress The control system is common sense My cousin got shot over 10 dollars And you laughed like, "guess you really can't have shit in Detroit" Say that again and you’ll be answering to him in hell, my nigga, aint no saving you A myriad of poor black children dancing on your grave Mirrors the Iliad the way blood sheds I found a million ways to die and not a single thing to die for And I don't know what I'm doing Fear manifests itself as an all consuming nausea It fights me every night, and when I eat, it fights harder So I started starving Just grasping at straws And my cousin’s got a kid at home that won’t remember their father Every man humbled, calling their Gods Parents adorn a stronger facade Trying to sell a dream to kids who can’t sleep through gunshots No idols, no heroes, just me and my ego Just me and my people Where everyone is see through It seems we’re all feeling it We have no power, let’s be real Despair makes hope scarcer I need something to tell me that it’s worth seeing tomorrow, anything at all
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unsound 01:54
[CHORUS] This how you rap in a whisper Never known so I'll never be missed But if you aim at me and your hand shakes, best believe I'll be pissed [VERSE 1] Everything is reminiscent of danger On a walk, I encountered a stranger Stained clothes, drink in a brown bag, shoes scuffed, voice gruff, Taking puffs like it was life, and at the time, I think that it was He told me he's the executioner, He's got a .44 with 4 bullets at home, and pretty soon, he'd aim at his dome, and there he goes Blood splatter all over the floor, but he said with a smirk, as if he knows something I don't He continued he wasn't just happy, but he was ecstatic, So I sarcastically responded "congrats!" Drunks come a dime a dozen, but my time doesn't And to this day, I don't really know where that came from I'm supposed to be better than that, but it's been 18 years, and I've never relaxed See, everything comes with conditions, and everyone's moving with straps If God made people in his image, then maybe his face is something I'm not willing to witness I don't really trust your intentions I'm scratching my face out my pictures Removing my mark from this earth so I can disappear without leaving as much as an image My music makes up every bit of my visage I'm not a man, I'm the feeling you get when you look through a photo album and you've lost everyone that was with you, And you realize that when they left they took a part of you, so here you are, just a sentient husk A homunculus flesh puppet Being taut on string by any little semblance of love [CHORUS]
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about

*don't buy the preorder, this album will be free when it comes out.*

To anybody who is taking the time to read this, thank you. I'll try to make this short.

Good art is a combination of context, effort, and authenticity.

I started making this album when I was a broken shell of myself. Somehow, it became my best work thus far. This is my thesis on disparity. The culmination of all of my influences, my culture, my frustration, and the little glimmer of hope I can’t let go of. The album that taught me how to truly be open with my art.
This art form is immeasurably beautiful. It gave me the outlet to express the worst and best parts of myself. To be vulnerable in a way that makes me stronger.

I simply come to you today to give you my heart. The only promise I can make is context, effort, and authenticity.

And as Leyland Kirby once said, "it's free because I mean it."

I’ll see you again soon. Eat well, celebrate your brethren. Remember I’m always closeby. Wherever there is poetry, I’ll be watching.

~ The Word Magician, Decuma.

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released May 21, 2022

All songs written, produced, and mixed by Decuma
Chorus sung by Emma Zee on track 18

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The man of no identity.

Author, musician, and rogue existentialist born in Detroit.

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